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Thank you and have a nice day. | | |
| A new year, eh ?
Time for a resolution, I suppose.
I resolve:
- To care less about me, and more about you.
- To not look at my reflection in every shiny object I come across.
- To smile more.
- To not be afraid.
- To make my family and friends laugh more.
- To dance, dance, dance my blues away.
- To speak with complete sincerity.
- To shower more often.
- To talk more with my eyes and my hands.
- To love unconditionally.
Here's looking at you, kid.
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I was about to update because I was crying over all of this ... this shit, for lack of a better word, that is happening to me right now. I was about to be so selfish, so needy. I hate that about myself. I was going to sit back and watch as you all felt sorry for me and wait to see how many people would comment and tell me I didn't deserve any of this. What an ass, I am. So let me apologize. I am sorry that I was so focused on myself when there are such bigger things happening in the world. I apologize for wasting my tears on myself. I need to be a bigger person, a better person. I was so mad earlier. Mad at people because they weren't acting like I wanted them to. I was mad at him for not falling head over heels ... and I was mad at her for not treating me like I felt I needed to be treated. What an ass, I am. I apologize, wholeheartedly, I apologize.
I resolve:
- To think about the bigger picture before I try and feel sorry for myself.
- To not expect so much from you.
- To be a much, much, much better friend.
- To let you know, daily, how much you mean to me.
- To breathe, just breathe.
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If I’m honest I have to tell you I still read fairy-tales and I like them best of all.
I was born with an enormous need for affection, and a terrible need to give it.
I am not beautiful. My mother once called me the ugly duckling. But listed seperately, I have a few good features.
My own life has been much more than a fairy tale. I've had my share of difficult moments, but whatever difficulties I've gone through, I've always gotten a prize at the end.
For me, the only things of interest are those linked to the heart.
If I get married, I want to be very married.
I’ve been lucky. Opportunities don’t often come along. So, when they do, you have to grab them.
People, even more than things, have to be restored, renewed, revived, reclaimed, and redeemed; never throw out anyone.
I heard a definition once: Happiness is health and a short memory! I wish I’d invented it, because it’s very true.
I decided, very early on, just to accept life unconditionally; I never expected it to do anything special for me, yet I seemed to accomplish far more than I had ever hoped. Most of the time it just happened to me without my ever seeking it.
I tried always to do better: saw always a little further. I tried to stretch myself.
I liked this one best of all. | | | |
| Ooooh. Why bother ? I think I am homeless ... here's hoping.
heygod,isthismyopportunity?
I want. you. to know. the real me.
Okie Dokie. New Rule. If I wasn't the one who told you something about me ...there is a chance that it isn't true. I understand what you heard but you don't know what you are talking about. I am a bitch, this much I already knew, you don't have to spread rumors to make yourself seem cooler. --I am going to pull away soon, if you want me to stay, hold me closer, tiny dancer..-- I wanna r-u-n like the wind. I am not cool, I am not pretty, I am not nice, I am not welcome. I hurt myself more than I hurt you, but you only care when it is your heart that is bleeding. Talk to me when I am the one that you are mad at, not everyone else. They don't know me, shit I don't know me, but I've got a better idea of my mind than they do. I can't read your mind.. Chances are, I have imagined you naked. I need a smoke, shitIdon'tsmoke. I need a drink while you are at it.
runrunrun, as fast as you can. youcan'tcatchme. | | |
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